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About Me Member Procrastinator Deidara-loves-Yaoi17/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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semi-Mental Breakdown

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 6:23 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nada
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: zilch
  • Eating: long john silvers
  • Drinking: Water
Yeah I stayed home to watch a sibling who was sick...and autistic....And we kinda got into a fight that resulted at thing being thrown until a room was destroyed. Then i cracked and fell down to the floor in tears....util they came back in and knocked over a trash can full of trash then ran off....You know when you repress a lot of stuff that makes you angry and hurt. And people tell you that if your not carefull it's gonna explode and your gonna hurt either someone or yourself?.....yeah i think I might of done that. I snapped after the trash can thing. I ran after my brother, proboly with a wild look o my face and tears, tripping over my own two feet and regaining my balance. I didn't hurt him but i screamed at him. I never knew I could scream that loud...or shrill. (Which is ironic that i i haven't screamed, true scream, in fear. But I can in anger...go figure) I even had drool going down my face. Then i walked off and broke down again in tears.........My voice hurt for about two hours afterwards.........yeah. I'm calmer now. But it was bad. The house was silent. I tried to get my bro to pick up what he threw down. The first time i cried talking to him and had to go back into the bathroom....The second time he threw the dust pan back into my lap and I gave up and picked the trash up crying again.....

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I'm not gonna tell you my real name. But my friends call me Deidara, L, Jasdero, and Twin in real life(We like anime. deal with it.) My online friends just call me Riku. (NO not from Kh. My own character I rp as!) But yeah I consider myself easy to get along with and apparently I'm told I have an arua that lets me get away with things around my friends that most others would get...injured for......yeah.....that's all I'm saying for now.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: U.S.A
  • Interests: Vampires, Yaoi, Sharp objects, guns. ect.
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation
  • Favourite genre of music: Any, as long as the song is good I'll listen.
  • Favourite artist: none
  • Favourite poet or writer: none
  • Favourite photographer: none
  • Favourite style of art: What?
  • Operating System: *to lazy to type*
  • MP3 player of choice: none
  • Wallpaper of choice: something dark or Yaoish
  • Skin of choice: Why are you asking this?
  • Favourite game: KH, KH2, Sims, CastleVannia, Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: uhhh...Wii, Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Don't really have one
  • Personal Quote: I'm not crazy, wierd, or perverted. Everyone else just can't appretiate talent when they s
  • Tools of the Trade: Paper and a hell of a lot of pens and pencils

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:iconspecky1:
:poke: :poke: ;A; ONEE-CHAN! WHERE ARE YOU? My heart is sad and all painful without you! I feel like cryig Onee-chan!!! >^< I misss you so much!

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PAH!
:icondeidara-loves-yaoi:
I is here

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A pervert? I'm not a perv I'm just very open minded. ^///^
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Dei-chan is Akatsuki's sex toy, if you agree put this is your siggi
:iconspecky1:
*gasps* ONEE-CHAN! :glomp: :tighthug:

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PAH!
:icondeidara-loves-yaoi:
~ :heart: Lol. How've ya been?

( P.s. gonna be slow. Have to work to stay on )

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A pervert? I'm not a perv I'm just very open minded. ^///^
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Dei-chan is Akatsuki's sex toy, if you agree put this is your siggi
:iconspecky1:
Well these past few days I have no school thursday and friday. Hah. I bragged about you all the time to my friends just to let you know. :icongirplz: Hehe. Uh. Because you weren't around I was totally depressed. Like a panda without bamboo. It made me realize how much you influence my life. ._. God I sound like a nerd. Anywho. NOW I CAN'T STOP SMILING AND BEING ALL GIDDY! Cause your on~ :heart:

Okie dokie!

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PAH!

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